There is a phase in a relationship that just don't justify love right. It's the time when arguing is the next best thing after a teary fight. When the girl feels so insecure of herself and the relationship while the boy just seems lost in the middle of being on himself or together as a couple. Most couples will go though this phase and it's common I guess. I'm not shy to admit that I'm currently in one. Where anything that connects the two of us seems so loose that we are not longer interconnected. When one party is lacking of appreciation of love, the other cared too much. When sadness, insecurity, unhappy replaced the meaning of love, attraction and enjoyment in a relationship.
As a woman, I'm always longing for an attention from someone who are willing to do so. Even I know this will not happen all the time. I loved being in the centre of attraction. I want my partner to put me first atop of everything else and knowing the limits. On career, money, friends. I just want to feel loved. If insecurities hit me, I craved for a sudden surprise or even from words of mouth saying that 'I really love you', 'I want to live with you forever' or even 'I care for you' from someone that really loves me. Once in a while is enough for me. That should give a spark in my tiny heart and to remind me that he is the one. These little things matter to me.
I'm just so restless and want to get it over with :(